I HATE WHEN BOYS ARE SAD BECAUSE THEY COULD BE LITERALLY ABOUT TO BREAK DOWN BUT THEY STILL TRY TO BE TOUGH AND MANLY AND I JUST WANT TO HOLD THEM AND RUB THEIR BACK
i dont procrastinate because im lazy i procrastinate because theres so much shit i need to do and its fucking overwhelming and i distance myself from it and do things that bring at least some enjoyment and then i get even more overwhelmed when ive procrastinated for too long i cant win its a vicious cycle
i went out today
it was to volunteer
but i hung out with a friend and i shared more than i have ever told anyone
and it was nice
it felt good to not keep it in
it felt good to share opinions and talk about different subjects
it felt natural at the moment to say whatever
and it felt great because i felt in place and happy today.
